Sunday, April 09, 2006

A step forward

Loving a person can change one's perspective about a lot of other things. I am a person whose passions are very close to the surface. I love somebody fiercely or hate them fiercely.I have not had a chance yet to do the latter, but its strange where I found avenues to do the former. "Unconditional" love was an alien concept to me. But people around me have affected me to a certain degree where I am now at least able to comprehend the concept. I hope to achieve that degree some day where I can give myself wholly to somebody. That will be a milestone event for me as a person as I always hold back something of myself from everybody. I am closer to achieving it now but again something is holding me back....will have to analyse what it is.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Very well written... You express your feelings well in writing. I think you will slowly but surely open up to others. Enjoy your life!!!!

Jyothsana Chandramohan said...

First line..very true and well worded! Kudos!

A.S.Nandagopalan said...

"I love somebody fiercely or hate them fiercely.I have not had a chance yet to do the latter.."
"Unconditional" love.....I always hold back something of myself from everybody.

1. Interesting to know you have fiercely loved everyone you have met in your life so far-as of 04/09/06.
2. I always thought "unconditional" love had more to do with "Love but don't necessarily expect the one you love to reciprocate your feelings"-more on the lines of your catch-22 entry, looks like I need to give it more thought. Giving one-self away wholeheartedly didn't occur to me as a part of this. It made interesting reading though. Keep blogging :-).